When you have the weight of the world on your shoulders due to a specific horrific situation in life and you fight depression, the night time is the worst.
Today is a crappy day. Not because anything particularly crappy happened today (yet) but because I am just so tired.
There are days that I can honestly say I have looked up toward Heaven and wondered,”God are you really real?” It is the days I feel most lost, most alone, and most vulnerable. It is the days when I am deep in a trial and wondering “WHY!”